What if I were to die instead of wake,
what would you say?
What would be going through your mind?
Would you lie awake at night
thinking how I would have loved you until the end of time?
Would you wonder why you made my heart break...
Why you didn't treat me with love instead of hate.
Do you remember the tears leaving my face...
The way I walked with not so much grace?
Would you feel the way our hands intertwined?
The way you played games with my mind?
I subject all I am to you...
All I ask is you do the same too.
Will you remember if I was a good mother,
a good friend, a good lover?
If you had one thing to say, what would it be?
Would it be you were mean, you're sorry?
Would you say 'I miss her, I loved her. I wish I were nicer.'?
If I were to die instead of wake, what would you say?